Something I just spat out

So you became bitter again after I left,
so you packed up your emotions and,
began to slaughter everyone around you,
tearing them apart bit by bit with your,
murderous intentions,

not a kind word to anyone around you,
who begged with tears in their eyes,
to have your misery on their plate as well,
but only contempt and greater fear,
for you who must have suffered more,

your ungainly intellect swears alligence,
with a wretched demon with gnarled teeth,
who seeks only to bereft you with corpses,
and though I seek your forgiveness,
the barren tundra of your icy heart,

gives me not a place to catch my footing,
leaves me not a moment to open chapped lips,
for I am stabbed and wasted inside this tundra,
burnt with cold and swept under a sheet,
of frosty blue diamonds,

beware for though you wear a gentlemens clothes,
and though you wear a sincere smile,
I know your pain and I feel your anger,
for it bites at me to protect itself,
from happiness.