Things I'll Never Say

I'll never say I'm sorry for what I've done to you
I'll never wish for your happiness or for you dreams to come true
I'll never say 'I love you', I'm not obligated any more
I'll never feel remorsful for the closing of that door
I'll never say 'hello' or ask you how you are
I'll never say 'goodbye' as you're walking to your car
I'll never wish you luck or hope your life goes well
And if I ever care, I'll never tell
I'll never regret the things I said, even though they were from spite
But I'll also never forget the many reasons for our fight

You have people convinced that I'm the one to blame
You hide with deceat, and lie to cover shame
Remember that I know who you truely are
Remember that I've seen every single little scar
So have your fun and take your drugs
Drink up hon, there's two more jugs
Cut yourself just to bleed
And throw up after you feed
But I won't be there any more
I won't walk through that hospital door
And when you find yourself with chid
Diseased, deceaced, or in a police file
I will not be there; I let you go
I'll never say 'I told you so'