Worthless and Profane

i'm sick of not being heard
i'm sick of being pushed away
i'm sick of all the games people play
i'm sick of being here
i'm sick of all this shit that just stays the same
i'm sick of hurting on the inside
i'm sick of not being me
i'm sick of being silent
i'm sick of all this violence
i'm sick of all this hate
i'm sick of all this anger

what will truly make one happy
flees my grasp and i fall away
fuck all this mess and pain
i want to fall into oblivion

ignore the truth and let me be
just another fallen life
just another broken heart
just another worthless lie

i ask myself
in my head i play it out
but it all just seems so futile
and who would care about me anyway
just another worthless life

wrapped up in who i'm supposed to be
fuck all this vanity
its killing me

i'm sick of all these shallow dreams
i'm sick of living in reality
i'm sick of trying to explain it all
i'm sick of searching for the right words to say
i'm sick of feeling neglected
i'm sick of being told to go away
i'm sick from lack of food
i'm sick from lack of hope
i'm sick from being too cold
sick. and i'm dying.

worthless