Don't really want to forget you

Sometimes I still say goodnight to you
and I still wake up to your thoughts
They are not happy thoughts anymore
but just some plain thoughts

Sometimes I go back in time
and listen to us talking
and laughing

When you called me
to tell about season's first flurries
or, the colors of sky
on a beautiful evening

When you listened intently
to my troubles
and said they were ours

When you hushed me
back to sleep
or, When I didn't let you
sleep


The nights
when we spent
hours and hours
talking and listening


When you told
to plan the  day
with things that
would bring me smiles


Knowing you were there
was so very comforting
A shoulder I knew I could lean on
and let go off all worries



Sometimes you meet people
with whom you don't fear
you let go off your guards
just plain and simple as what you are



The clock keeps ticking
and days keep rolling by
while I wait impatiently
for time to heal



Last I checked
I still had your thoughts in my mind
Last I checked
I still had a little moist eyes