hurt

Holding on to this hope
Crying, tears streaming from my heart
you can't even understand
that you are tearing me apart.
I look out the window constantly
hoping to see you there
I thought you'd at least call
but maybe you don't care.
You know that I'll sit up all night
wondering where you are
starring at the night sky
wishing on a star
Why do you do this to me?
Why do I let you.
I care way too much,
but I thought you did too.
Was I wrong?
Is this all a game?
I thought we'd last forever
maybe you don't feel the same.