A Sleepless Night

As you lay on my bed,
Tight white shirt,
Short underwear you call 'sleep shorts',
I breathe.

You look at me in a new light,
tip your chin to me,
"You're staring..."

I blush,
"God, I'm sorry..."

You hush me,
"Shhh..."

"Sorry..."
"Shh,"
"But..."
"Shh."

You sit up, "Come here, you need a hug."

"I can't touch you... I..."
"No, I trust you, come on."

I let you hold me.
I smell the fruit shampoo.
I feel your chest squish on mine.
I gasp.

"What?" you pull away.
"I'm sorry, it's, you."
"What?" you are confused.

"I'm gay for you."

You shift your weight.
You avoids eye contact,
then you looks up,
take my hands.

I can't help it,
Guilt floods me but I do it anyways.
I kiss you.

You are taken back.

"You..."
"Let me kiss you."
"Hmm..." you say under my lips.

I feel you shift again,
then again.
You lean into me. I sigh.

"I can't do this." You break away.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay."

We stop.

It is akward.

"Kiss me again." You say.
"You stopped me..."
"I know, I did."
You lean in.
"I'm a girl."
"I know."
"So are you." I say.

She kisses me again...
It feels so wonderful.
Her hot lips on mine.
She opens her mouth,
slightly.
I moan into her as she
takes her tongue...

"Mhmmmmm," I moan, she goes mad.

Leaning on her, I go deeper.

I feel as if our tongues are licking each others hearts.
As I suck myself in I feel myself falling.
Is she falling too?
Are you?

I slowly come up. I look her in the eyes.
They are shining. Beautiful blue.
I look down her body, and slowly cup my hand
over her perfect boob.

She slowly does the same to me.
We both smile.

After a long kiss she looks at me.
"Am I gay?"

I cannot answer.

She cannot answer.

You cannot answer.

I appologize.
You ask me if you can do it again.

"Of course." I say.

Of course.