All or Nothing

Somehow you make me smile when im sad.
even though most of the time when I look at you,
I could possibly burst into tears,
because of all the true feelings and emotion I have

To you it seems like something so little.
Maybe a crush that will go away,
but in my heart this feelings is to forever stay.
I do so well, by hiding so much,
but yet my pain is never completely shut.

You see at first to me, this feeling was nothing.
Maybe even a phase.
But as time grew on, You became my aim.
Bonding so fast, so close and strong.
Only being friends,
just ruined it all.

I know my heart will heal.
I know time will bring along something new.
But whats worth it,
if i cant have you?