how i feel inside

it must of been all lies
all the times u said you loved me
when u said you care
all those many times u said you would always be there.


we broke up so long ago
my feelings havent changed for you
did you ever truly love me
those words i will never know.


do you have any idea how it made me feel
when i heard you say you love that girl
i was supposed to be your whole world
this can't be real.


all the times when you said
you wanted me back in your life
when you said you were still in love with me
you made me feel dead inside


all this time you wanted her instead of me
you told me one thing and told her something else
messing with my emotions and my heart
tearing my insides apart


i hope one day you realize
i was the best you ever had
you will never find anyone as good as me
i hope it makes you feel sad
and you know how i felt inside.