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Love is what's there in my nightmares before they become... Love is what makes them so horrible...because it's always the people I care about or who care about me who do horrible things to me in them. And then they stand over me laughing...and their faces and laughter is burned into my mind forever. Like a whispering white hot brand that never goes away.
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.. Write your own poems, don't ruin mine.
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...Sorry...mine all suck though, honestly...and it's just what love is to me, I guess...'s not like it'd ever work for me anyways, I'm to much of a failure...I just give up trying, I'll never be anything...to many people've hurt me to bad...the words "I love you" only seem to bring me pain when people say them to me...
or what about all the times I really cared about some girl but it was just some game to her and all the times I poured out my heart to her and then she went and sold off all my secrets that were supposed to be privet that I'd never told anyone about before or ever been able to talk about before or she just decided that I only liked her because she played some charm on me or something and she was so hot that she could just wrap me around her little finger...
What about all the times I sat there and she ended up in my dreams and thoughts every single second of the day and the girl's off singing songs about how I don't even care and probably telling all her friends things I said and how stupid I am, or all the times I was staring in her eyes and getting all messed up inside over her and hoping she wouldn't notice it and so nervous I was dropping everything or all the times I tried to ask her how she was and stuff without her figuring out that's what I was asking or that I cared?
Love hasn't been a fluffy thing for me of "oo, we're holding hands and doodling hearts", it's been one painful experience after the next, most of them having betrayal in them or feelings of being betrayed and a good deal of stabbing in the gut. You want my opinion on what you wrote, and there it is; that's not what love is, not for me. It's just a lie people like the idea of but never really mean...a chance to be used and taken advantage of... even if I'd kinda like to believe it was more...maybe somewhere I do... -
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Have you considered therapy?
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...not really...I already have a therapist...
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