Why are you doing this to me?
what did i ever do to you?
you just ruined my whole life!
tell me, what exactly did i do?
You never explain anything to me
you leave me alone to guess
im done with this stupid game
now please just leave me to rest.
Just shoot me, poison me, KILL ME
i decided i dont want to live
im a big waste of time and space
to this world i have nothing to give.
Im begging you leave me please,
i can no longer handle this
whats the point of waiting,
even now i dont really exist.
Just PLEASE speed up the process
its taking way too long
i'm done with all this shit
i'm weaker now im not strong.
You've just ruined everything
you've left me here to die anyway
just hurry up and kill me
i just want to die today.
this is kinda my relationship with my ED theres no need to tell me it dont make sense n its a big pile of shit cause i already know that!!!! I CANT FUKIN TAKE THIS ANYMOREEEEEEEEEE! ='[ ='[
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I'm not going to tell you "it dont make sense n its a big pile of shit" because it isn't!
Not only is it an extemely striking emotional poem it is also very well crafted and structured so in no way could it be considered a big pile of shit.
I feel that I ought to pass on some "wisdom" so I'll send that to you in a personal message 'kay?
Please keep writing, I wanna keep reading.
--Stardust xx
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It really seems you need a hug,
, its ok, killing yourself is not the answer and relationships suck. Its ok, and its not that bad, there is alot worse writings out there.
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