All I Wanna Do Is Break

All I wanna do is run
yeah all i wanna do is break
I cant give you one more word
but i know you'll keep trying to take

these four walls confine me
to a place where there is no air
i'm suffocating trying to breathe
under the heavy weight of your stare

go ahead and yell at me
but i'm not backing down
the fight's no longer in me
but i wont let you wear the crown

all i wanna do is break
yeah i dont wanna fight anymore
but i'll rise to the challenge
every time you throw me to the floor

cuz i'm done being your doormat
yeah i'm done giving in
i wont be the girl you tread on
no i wont let you claim the win

all i wanna do is break
into the surface of my skin
let the lies pour out of me
and all the truth sink in

help me find security
behind my bloodshot eyes
i'm almost ready to fade
after falling a million times

yeah all i wanna do is scream
till there's no air in my lungs
till the birds flee their trees
and i feel my voice go numb

all i wanna do is leave
and never see your face
i love you too much to say this
but i'm not coming back to this place

all we ever do is argue
and all we ever do is fight
but this is the round i'm leaving
i'm all out of anti tonight

yeah all i wanna do is break
crumble before my eyes
into a million pieces
babe, just let me fantasize

all i wanna do is run
and never once look back
i wanna see my life ahead of me
and choose my own path

all i wanna do is break
cuz these chains hold me back
its not the desire for freedom
but the strength that i lack