Remember?

Sitting on the window ledge
Looking out onto the street
onto the people walking by,
I remembered you
and how you were always there for me
with your big smile and humor to always make me laugh
until tears fell down from
my eyes which held your reflection
as you looked at me, through all those
years when I had found myself pondering the idea
that you may have loved me too,
but I doubted it and I always have
because without a doubt, I could never be
good enough for you because
you have and will always deserve so much more
than I could ever give,
and so sitting on the window ledge
I let a tear fall down from my eyes which now
held the reflection of a city I barely know
because of a boy I hardly know anymore
and and I wondered;
do you remember me?