Death Enclosing

I was tore,
to my core,
I wished for death everyday.
Nobody even noticed i wasn't okay.

I would dash to my room for another quick cry,
again wishing i could just die.
My thoughts would wonder as I sit there idol,
my thoughts were growing suicidal.

Tears would stream down my face makinf puddles for my spiders,
all my wounds kept opening wider,
blood was seeping through the cracks,
pain kept hacking like an axe.

Darkness settled in my soul,
I kept falling deeper in the black hole,
deeper deeper further more,
I was close to knocking on hell's door.

Rustling around and playing with fire,
meeting demons that call Satan sire,
I began to notice my black covered path,
soon noticing I needed ton end my wrath.

It was him i truly wanted to kill,
But instead my mind grew ill,
never did i make my death attempt,
my strong thought became unkempt.

Light finally found me one day,
and all i have to say,
Is that this light has saved my life,
and it kept me from owning