How many times will you hurt me?
How many times will I let you?
I Have Finally Had Enough
I asked you why you did it
You said you were lonely
And I think I always knew that
I was just the backup plan
Just used because..
I liked you
And it isn't fair
You're meant to love me
So why did you use me?
Didn't you care what you did to me
I'm fucked up enough how it is
Hadn't you hurt me enough already?
You were lonely
You were depressed
Why is it that when you are depressed
I have to get hurt
It happens every time
And honestly
Saying sorry doesn't fix it anymore
It's been overused
It means nothing
You said it
We are killing eachother
I like you
You're going out with her
That hurts me
And by hurting myself I'm hurting you
Because you love me
As a friend..
I'm torturing myself
And I need to stop
We need to stop...
I don't regret anything
I just feel so fucking stupid
For letting you use me
I shouldn't have
But its you. You knew I would never say no
I am tired of being hurt
I deserve so much better.
I will get over you
And then we will be fine.
Author notes
"Okay, Sakura. Don't Take This The Wrong Way.
When I Did That, I Was Very, Very, Lonely, I Felt Depressed And I Knew You Could Help Me, Feel Better. I Asked You Because, You Were The First Person I Thought Of"
Please tell me what you think
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Absolutely Amazing
I Love this! You did an amazing job! I can understand how you must have felt,too. Just... Wow! -
WOW
This is great! I love it! I can relate to this poem and I like that kind of poem. You really inspired me with this poem, It just great! I really like it. good job!!
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aww thanks, im glad ive inspired you
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What a sleaze ball! Sorry but that is what came to mind. What he used for an excuse is not the real excuse. It seems clear to me from your write that it was his intention to get what he could from whom ever he could. Sorry you had to be the one he shit on.
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wow. this is such a raw and painful write. the emotions were so intense and WOW. i'm left with not much to say. but this poem really shone, and it's amazing. keep writing
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thanks for the comment
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Oh, what a "tangled web", indeed! some real hurt here... I much agree with the sentiemnts... bravo! bravo!
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This makes me really mad.
People don't have the right to hurt others just so that they can make themselves feel better.
Being lonely and depressed is NOT an excuse to use someone and let them feel like you mean more than you really do.
UGH.
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