Hes dead

Its getting harder to explain
Death has surrounded me i surrender & remain
In this place i painted red
with tainted blood that flows from my vain.
Save me, I'm going insane
This world's full of many lies & pain
where broken souls search for their lives to gain
They let them slip away
couldn't stand to be around
for even just one more day
watching as they stay falling into the ground
never again found

Still here where I've been left for the dead
Is there any more to be said
Hopeless thoughts fill my head
Do they really expect me to survive?
When i don't know how it feels to be alive.

Then an angle came to me
whispered in my ear
"My child you need not to fear, I'm always near".
So i dried up my tears
And push myself to thrive
My lonely world  became slightly brighter,
as hope filled my heart, my burden got lighter.
The clouds of depression have begun to clear
No more do i pray to disappear
It'll only be me, myself, and I
From the start, to the very end
I've learned to become my own friend.

Another moment has time, stopped
I watched this Man's life drop
screaming out all his fears.
Till I heard his heart pop
Yet no one seemed to care,
again I've become lost & alone left to bury my heart inside pain
Take me away
before I lose any more days
Closed my heart for there isn't a word i can say.
Death consumed that moment and forever it replays
over & over again inside my head
Hes dead            Hes dead

A life time trying to maintain
death, as that seems to be all i can gain,
cant seem to get ahead
forever it continues to spread
with many things never to be said


I'M DEAD