Yeah so,
Ive been wanting to talk to you
But you didn’t answer
And that thing that Ive been thinking about?
Yeah
Its real
And I hate you
So shoo fly don’t bother me
“stop being so childish” you’d probably say
And I’d say
“shut the hell up”
Because
You really don’t matter that much anymore
And neither does he
I decided that a while ago
I hate you
But still listen to what I have to so okay?
I hate you
You suck
I don’t know who you think you are
But youre not real
Youre so cliché
And shallow
And you shouldn’t deserve to live
Because all you strive off of
Is the attention of others
And I think i wrote about this before
But youre an attention seeking
Self obsorbed
Leeching
Cliché
Overdramatic
Shallow
Perfect in everyone’s eyes *bunny*
And you know what?
I honestly don’t care that im swearing my head off
Right now
Beacuase I hate you so much
You don’t even know
*bunny* *bunny* *bunny*ty *bunny*
So sue me I just swore
Oh yes, kali cramer
Titled as the innocent, shallow
Unnoticed,
Naïve
Drama queen
Underachiever
*bunny*
And you know what
I don’t give a fricking crap anymore about what you think
And yes ive made a second page
But that’s okay.
Because you don’t matter
And neither does he
Or
Her.
Oh could I go on about her
And so I shall
I have time
And I assume since the audience is here
They do too
There is only one word to describe her
I mean
Shes honestly not that bad anymore
But just the way she is so oblivious
To that danger
I keep hiding from her
Because of a promise
I never should’ve made
I want to tell her
What shes getting her *bunny* into
But I cant
Because I promised
But the word is *bunny*
Because he doesn’t really love her
Hes faking
For another
And I just want to beat him to the pole
Tear his face off
Burn off his limbs
And then chop his body into little pieces
And get rid of them forever
Then I could show her
That he’s playing with her heart
That player
I hate him so much no one could know it
And if you figure out who im talking about
Good for you
But don’t tell me
Because if you figure it out
Tell her
Because I cant
And I don’t want that *bunny* to get hurt
Bit ironic isn’t it?
That I wouldn’t want the girl I hate to get hurt?
But the boy I love I want to get incinerated?
I have no idea
If you think im talking about ryan hermann again
Youre wrong
So stop laughing at me
Or crying
Or even rolling your eyes
Because you honestly have no idea what im going through
don’t underestimate my feelings
don’t kill the poetry im writing here
don’t hurt everyone I love
Because if you do
I will hurt you.
If you hate this poem
Then fine
Leave me be.
To sulk in nothing
Because I don’t feel sorry for myself
Im just telling you all this
You don’t have to be here
You don’t have to know
If my parents find this im dead
Kill me now okay?
Im sick of living through hell
Wtf
This is so stupid
My life is stupid
Theres only one way out
And we all know what that is
And we also know
That harvest would beat my brains if I asked them about suicide
Of course that’s for selfpitying people
And I don’t want to die just yet
First
I need to get rid of all those people who love me
So they wont feel pain
When I die.
Author notes
i have no idea.
im just ranting
this is real.
this is me.
if you dont like it
[[leave,]]
hi. i like you if you comment.
Comments
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wait im confused why do we keep saying bunny?
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its an automatic bleep for swears...
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if i understood this
i would like it
tastes real
but parts taste fake,
and its okay if you really feel this way
but don't do anything just to be like us,
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i swear i didnt.
i had been wanted to write something like this.
but i just kept it inside.
and then. i gave up at that.
what parts taste fake?
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