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The next inslallment to my group is the color Blue .The deep dark rich colour blue .To me it represents the spiritual aspect of life .We all know that the blodd in our veins is blue before our blood hits air or our skin is damaged then turns red .I am not saying red represents damage .Red is a fine color.Just in this case.well, Blue is to me a well of life in thought .When I think of my life in spirtiual terms .The deeper my beliefs are the closr I see blue as the catogory I put it in .I enjoy my life ,having the chance from God our universal guide everyday to just experience it is awsome to experience how he shows  how he created everything just right.and showing how man messed up so much.and to experience his forgiveness and giving us chances to repent .I file all of that in deep blue as when I meditate on it those are the the things that derive from this color.If it be painful or joyous just pertaing to life well the spiritual side of it.When I medtate on this color I often feel that strong emotion of release .I sometimes put my most hurtful meemories side by side and for some reason the joy of life thoughts win out everytime!like when my mom passed away about 5 years ago .it was so painful but I was able to think about her death .then I
thought about her life .was she a happy person?was I a good child?I thought about what the bible says about being good to your parents .I did follow that commandment I showed my mom I loved her everyday as she got older I would visit let my children know her .and helped her cause she is my mom and helping her demonstrated I was happy she was in my life!That really outweighed allof that sadness .thinking back on my mother's smiling and luaghing while holding my little son .I took her picture of her holdin him a month before she passed I never had it developed I at that time was really down but i also forgot.but i do remember it and it made me happy for some reason .that's not the only thing i meditate on while in bluewhile i am there sometimes i focus on my spirtual convictions am i morally spirtual?do I conduct myself and my children that way?the way i want for them to  be ?what is my purpose or what will I make as my purpse?my inner most thoughts pertaining to human life and life itself .i put this in the file color of blue .I think Jehovah God helps me to put my thoughts and feelings into organized files .I am Not saying I am a scatter thought person I just like for what I think about and feel to have some order If  possiable. well this is my 3rd draft of ascending colours .Please post resposes and thoughts !