You are my Heroine

I often close my eyes at night and think.
The image of your face always appears before me.
So strong that I can hear your voice,
even smell the scent of your skin [and feel its warmth].

Why must you do this to me?
Leave me sleepless and wondering,
why I love you so
when you took my heart and soul.

Threw them away like unloved toys.
You played me like a game,
and I rejoyced.
[Like a fool I beleived I was your only toy].

I promised myself never again,
You would never, ever win me back.
And yet I'm in your arms still
which is not a statement, but a fact.

Is this feeling lust? Is it love?
I thought I once used to know the difference.
But oh, you have confused me so!!!
That I feel like your mistress.

Please, please my love,
the one who I lust.
Take me in your arms,
take from me my maidenhead.
[or forever let us suffer in our lust.]

No feeling has ever hit me like this before,
yet by the stars and moon I know,
you do not requite this feeling for me.
[and yet I still secretly hope]

As I finally drift to sleep,
I no longer see your face.
But I know I dream of you everynight,
in a sweet lovers' embrace.