When I Still Had You

People have always said

You don't know what you've got

Untill it's gone

I never really believed that saying

Before you where gone

There are so many things

I wish I could have said

You where always there

Looking after me

I just never really noticed

Untill I went to look for you

And you weren't standing next to me

I wish I had told you I loved you

Just one more time

Oh what I wouldn't give

To feel your arms closing me

Into a bear hug

That I acted like I couldn't stand

But loved more than you could ever know

Everytime I turn around I expect

You to be there

Then I remember you never

Will be there again

You meant the world to me

I just never relized how much

I really cared for you

Thats why you left

I am pretty sure

I never showed you

How much I loved you

And for the record

I dont think I even knew

Sitting here I know

Your never coming back

But I wish you were

So damn much

I want to have the chance

To prove to you

That I know now

What I did not before

I guess I will just have to live

With what I never knew

When I still had you