Shhh... (This is for the one whose presence lingers in my mind a little more than it should...)

Ok I admit it, you strike me in a way I never thought was possible.
Why does it have to be so?
You're unbelievable, unavailable what's the word I think untouchable.
You're not supposed to cross my mind the way you did
(And there you go) criss cross again and again.
It's just a fantasy that would never come to be
And maybe if I weren't me would be my reality
The thought drives me insane and I am known to take love trips,
My emotions make me sick to the point where I lose control
This distorted image of your reflection is what I want to hold
Onto
But I could never admit this to you
And I would love you to
I guess the timing, location and people we knew
will forever make me keep this a secret from you.
(still searching for my soulmate)

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