Pointless

See I try 2 understand the makings of u.
I try to detremine if it was meant 2 be or was I just fooling myself out this misery.
The more I try 2 fight it the more u keep n doing me dirty.
Site of site u cheat me out of a husband.
I only know u threw the computer.com
I fight the many of desktops that come my way.
Boy must I say that if it was a marathon of how long a person can stay on the web u would win.
And then maybe we would be just better,then maybe my life would be better and then maybe I wouldn't cry so much.
My heart wouldn't hurt this bad and then my emotions wouldn't feel like they had been cheated out o their happiness.