Mother

"Retarded, Stupid, Ugly, Fat, Black, Motherf**ker" That's the very words that came from my mother
Others may have worse, but I have it bad, And to think, I didn't even get mad
I'm getting this urge to beat her down, Take out the knife from my room and gut her out
Break her teeth in with my bare fists, This is the last time she's ever gonna disrespect
I'm sick of that sh*t that you talk so much, You disrespect everyone in the house even though you're worthless
How do you feel that your own flesh and blood hates you? How do you feel that he wishes death on you?
Every day that passes there hasn't been once since the realization, a hesitation of his hate for you which grows larger within him
You can die if I all I care, you haven't done shit but sniffed coke, lied and laid on your ass here
Making my life hell, when it's already bad
What kind of boy deserves a mother like that?
You're the kind of b*tch that should be raped and slaughtered
Your head ripped off, body buried in some sh*tty garden
Where everyone would take a piss over you, the homeless, the dogs, and yeah the cats too
Oh and don't forget me either mom
I hate you the most so I'll be the first to piss, shit and spit on you, plus the ghost
May you suffer as long as you live, you step to me and I bet you won't want to live
You'll quiver in fear as the coward you are, you're just like a dog with no teeth but a loud bark
Kick your ass from here to outside the house
Everyone had enough of you, it's time to shut you down
Kick you out on the streets cause you're nothing but a whore
Sexual lies to these men who you don't know, and you'll still open the door
Still spread your legs for each and every single one of them
Why? Because you're a disgusting, stupid, drug addicted woman
I can go on for a very long time, for how ugly you are on the outside and inside
You make me sick, I wish it could all be re-written
I would start at the beginning and wish you never slept with him
Never gave birth to me, have an abortion quickly
You never deserved a chance to live and never deserved a chance at life
You're pushing me beyond these current limits, to a point where I would grab a knife
Think twice is what they told me, hold on strong another said to me
But it's so hard when you have someone like her, living here with me
I'm trying to control my anger, at the start of this I wasn't pissed but now I am
This is an every day thing man
The constant arguments over nothing but bullsh*t
The b*tch so nasty that she sucked a 50 year old man's d*ck
I'm not the type that would just make this up
I'm telling you, when my grandmother gave birth to her.. she really f**ked up
All in all mother, I hate you till my last breath
My hate for you is so strong, one of the things I always have left
And when you're old and weak, expecting to see me
I'll come and beat the living sh*t out of you
For, Ever giving birth to me, Ever, saying sh*t to me
Ever talking about me, Ever disrespecting me
Ever talking to me, Ever bothering me
Ever hitting on me, Ever scaring me
Ever stealing from me, Ever causing pain for me
Ever ruining, MY GRAND OPPORTUNITIES!
How dare you even lift your head as you walk through this house?
Robbing from your SON, your MOTHER, and quote "A dumb retarded f**ker"
That's right, your boyfriend, the one in the basement
It's a shame that he is more successful than you ever been
You need to rob his checks just to give a false gift
You say Rock Band was your Christmas gift, Bullsh*t
It was just a replacement
As much cash you stole from me, the games, the pills, every little thing
You sold it for the coke, you're pathetic
I'm waiting for you to overdose you b*tch
You just make me so sick to my stomach
I gag at the thought of you remaining here for another year
Please Ted Bundy, take her away from here