At Work

Sometimes everything just gets too overwhelming and I just can't handle it.
Very emotional breakdown. I just wish everyone would disapear and go away.
I feel alone; I might as well be crying because I'm on the verge of tears.
My feet hurt yet I have four hours to go.
I want to impress Ryan but I'll probably end up breaking down when he comes in.
When I stop I shake.
When I am positive things will happen and my whole world is brought down.
5 minutes before I walk back into hell;
Will I survive maybe; maybe not I really don't know if I'll make it out of the flames that constantly surround me.
There's a fire that burns within me; keeps me going
When that fire is hit wth water non-stop without fail the flames go out
The hope is lost.
Even in the darkest times we all seem to find the light
But you never know with life;
What if one day the light is gone than where will we be?
What will happen if I come that close to the edge;
It seems I will perish and so will my memories
Of happiness, sadness, hurt and dismay.