I can't over it. You're gone, and everything in my world grows cold and dark. But the problem is, you're gone forever, so how am I supposed to live without you? I wouldn't ever have guessed you'd be gone like this. If I were gone, would you have done the same thing as I did? It's like those tragic love stories, where one of the perfect lovers DIES in the ending, and the other is left to survive in the world. It sounds like a pretty harsh-dramatic love story, doesn't it? I just find this whole problem quite hurtful, and no one is going to understand. If you're reading what I'm writing right now, show me! Make a sound. Move an object or something.
....Something.
Anything.
I just need to know you're still here.
I need to know you're not gone for good.
I can't stop crying. No one understands, and they never will because it is much less likely that their lover will die too. Yes, lover. I always loved you that way, even when you didn't know it. We were so close. Every single time I said, "Love you bundles," I really did mean it. And it stumps me today because you would answer me with, "Love you muches," or something along those lines. Today I am wondering if you really meant it that way, the same way as I did.
Author notes
I didn't know what to call this, so I called it a doodle I found on the top of the paper. I wrote this the day I found out she died...
Please tell me how you felt when you read it.
Comments
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Very sad and heartfelt write here
Yes to lose one so close and dear to your heart often people dont understand when the heart weeps and the tears cannot be controlled but this pain so takes time to heal for it is an abundance of memories and we feel each and every one as they surface .
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This is so sad
I'm so sorry for your loss. Thanks for your comment on my poem I really appreciate it 
Blessings to you,
~Michaela~
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Is sad
I remember this though..
*hug
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Sad and true, yes love lost is a hard thing to explain, and harder to understand. The loss of a loved on is never an easy thing, for suicide feels an easier task than this. Living life surrounded by millions, yet still alone. Heart filled with an emotion that can no longer vent for the one it was shared with can no longer recieve and express it back. But again we are truly never alone and loved ones always do remain, in the heart where our emotions keep them alive.
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