Traps

If I were a dog and he was a cat, then I would be still stuck in his trap.
If I was the mouse and he was the trap,........Then I would still be there.....drowning, dieing happily......If you were still there..... Oh god, why?
one day ..... I was swallowed into a dark hole.... and you left.
You left me.
You left me without a word.
And I was silenced.
The worst thing is...
The Trap was already set.
I couldn't get out of it.
and yet...
You left me.
You left me, with my wounds bleeding and crying.
And I still hang on to foolish hopes and dreams of you.
Coming back, taking me in your arms and saying that you never meant to leave.
To hurt me.
And the trap snapped shut, the day you left me.
I could never let go of...you.
I am still crying,inside. My soul is still bleeding.
And yet. I wait for your return.
I sit and wallow in my misery.
Why can't I be happy again? happy with you here!?
The trap is already set, and I can't let go.
not yet.
I'm not done yet.
I still await for your return.
And when that finally happens,
my wounds will stop bleeding and
The trap will release me.
Everything went so well with us....until you left.
Now as I sit here my wounds bleed more than ever.
And Still...I cry.