You are my seduction, my temptation
My every waking moment
And the temptress of my dreams
You give me life and weigh me down
And you taste so bittersweet
You're my addiction, that I can't live without
You're my love, my Master
I'm chained to you, awaiting your torture
You tease me and taint me
And I keep coming back for more.
You're my only satisfaction
But every silver lining has a cloud
You are the reason I hate myself
The reason I tear at my flesh
And wish for my skeleton
You are the reason I am not perfect
I crave you every second
But I must have the strength to abstain
And success is acid on the tongue
Why does failure taste so sweet?
Why is love so cloying, so heavy
Why do you do this to me.
You are the blood in my veins
The breath in my lungs
The hole in my heart
You are food
And that's the saddest part.
Author notes
First thing I've written in a very long time and it's obviously not very good lol.
Appreciate critiscism?
Comments
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i can so relate and i think that it was great you are so strong i hope that you can recover when you are ready.
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aww im so sorry u feel like that...i can relate to it =[
anyhow this was a really strong write and i really hope you recover =] x


