These Red Roses were White when I got them

Hung on to every word you'd say
Thought it'd give me hope for a brighter day
But it brought misery instead
Weird how life goes the other way

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I'm at a loss for words
This is a first for me

I grasp the last bit of hope I bare
For the love I have to share
But no one seems to care
Guess I'll just let go
And abandon my last breath of air

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I'm at a loss for words
This is a first for me

I'm bled dry, I have no drive
Nothing left to keep me alive
Nothing here to make me thrive
So I will just drop out
There's no point anymore I don't want to survive

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I'm at a loss for words
This is a first for me