So 1 in ten it says,
will give in and succumb,
but most it says,
will grow and live on.
Apparently more open,
to the state of mind,
of negatives and delusions,
if born in winter time.
Significant loss in pleasure,
one of the symptoms named,
I should have seen its arousal,
when my excitement was tamed.
I've returned into my head,
Hullicinations and paranoia occur,
Mindless spiralling of darkness,
Remorseless demons start to stir.
Now the medication administered,
to make me process as the norm,
a carefull balance of drugs fed,
to make sure i conform.
But its so clinical,
all so plastic,
dose her up with this,
scientifically fantastic.
No joy,
no sadness,
just numb,
in madness.
How many times will this,
reoccur and possess me,
how many more years,
until i can be free?
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