Blinded by the tears that I have silently cried
Thinking of all the years that you have lied
Having to choose who to love and hate
Knowing there is no escape and having to wait
Years of torture, and years of constant pain
Unable to express the emotions and strain
Look what you've done,but you cannot see
The stress and unhappiness that you've caused me
I can't take much more, I just want to give in
Suicide is an option from the voice deep within
I'll be away from you all, and from the ones that I love
But I promise i'll forever love you and guard you from above
If you're reading this poem you probably want to know..
What am I talking about and trying to show
The truth is that I am feeling so confused
And I can no longer see what I have to lose
My mind is numb and I cannot explain how I feel
Reality has become a blur and seems so unreal
I know that people I loved have broken me down
And In my tears I will constantly drown
So now I come to the end, and I hope you can see
That you all made me suffer, it was you who killed me.
Author notes
I have written any poems for a while so I know it's not one of my best, its hard to write a poem explaining how you feel when you don't quite know yourself.
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