People Out There

There are people out there
Who break your heart
There are people out there
Who lie from the start
They break you down
And tear you up
The first time you finally talk
They tell you shut the fuck up!
I've been through this
I know the pain and hurt
And now I can feel
That they'll be more pain for desert!
All the months we spent of friendship
Was all a damn lie
And now how you eneded it
Made me on the inside die
I try to stand strong, not cry my black tears
I try to grab the blade cut
And yet they still say fuck her, so what
Just because I don't exactly fit in
Doesn't mean you have to be so mean
Taking me those few months
And then returning me to my personel hell
Like a rented costume on halloween
Becasue now matter what I do there are people out there
The cruel ones who stomp on you
And never feel guilt
The bitches who look at you like your a flea on a kangaroo
I'll never escape those deathly stares
As they look upon me with plain disgust and disownment
And I'm the new girl that's been there all along
And I'm next on the list of torment.
Yup.  I'm so lucky for those "angels" out there.

~natakins1025