Mara

Fat
Selfish
Idiot
Whiny
Bitch

Never
Hope
To
Be
More
.
You
Aren't
.

Say it to yourself every day, then put on a smile for the nice (FAKE) people.

There are marks on my arms, and legs, (that was an accident)
there's the red.

(Calmly! Did you think I was ever calm?)

Do you ever want to scream, to break things and blame people?
I do. Every day.
But I'm too scared. (COWARD)

For once, (NEVER) let me be allowed to hate myself.

Feel Something.

(NOTHING.)

(I don't appreciate being the result of a mistake, Mother.)

How eternally odd that blood should be blue,

But thicker than water. (DRIPS JUST AS EASILY.)

Tell me I don't have to hide
But I do.

Just pity me, and let me

ROT.

(God has nothing to do with this. I have dealt with MYSELF bitterly.)