You wonder why I act like this,
you wonder why I cry,
you wonder why I'm such a bitch,
and I wonder why you're blind.
I can't keep doing this,
I can feel it building up,
I'm about to fall back down,
when I've been trying to stay up.
I don't meanto make you feel bad,
I don't want to make you guilty,
I'm trying not to let it get to me,
but damn, I'm not this strong.
I know that you can tell,
but I feel like you don't care,
so let's just ignore this whole mess,
and pretend that it's alright.
That's what's easiest for you,
so nothing else matters,
that's what you want to do,
so just ignore that I am breaking.
I'll pick these pieces up myself,
and glue them back together,
I can't wait for you to notice,
because soon I won't be here.
You wonder why I act like this,
you wonder why I cry,
you wonder why I'm such a bitch,
and I wonder why you're blind.
Author notes
back to my old, "no one understands me" annoying stuff, right ?
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hey hey hey now...
I was coming to check up on ya hopin to see that your a bit happier now, but shit still sucks ay?
You're 16 now and just starting to have a bit more control over ur life... hold on a while longer and I know things will get better... god can't crap on us for long... The scars will make u stronger and u'll be able to get past all this and find something that makes you happy. Hang in there n keep ur head up okay?
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A great poem
I like the way this flows so easy..such a light feeling on a very painful subject..Any relationship can be hard,sometimes it seems the more one loves the harder it is. My heart goes out to you,I wish the best for you.After years of being alone I am wanting someone in my life..Funny as it seems since most of my relationships end in the direction of your poem. Be good to you!...Mark
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