1200 wasted dollars to get to you,
saving for a year to be led askew.
threw lawyers office and papers,
fighting the law, slowly tapers.
saving to see you,
always staying true.
i was going to call on valintines day.
say i wasn't as far away.
pick me up at the airport,
the rest we could later sort.
1200 dollars wasted and saved,
to learn that your heart misbehaved.
to think that i fell for your words,
rip my heart in thirds.
i guess it's my fault, i beleived in you,
in exchange all my strength you drew.
i've loved you for years,
you've sceene me threw tears.
would rather die and smother,
then to learn, you love another.
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i hope karma leaves you cold and alone for what you have done.
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i am so fucking sorry. you have no idea! you were my angel and i cut off your wings. if i have to go to my grave for hurting you, i shall do so, knowing what i have done. there are no words in any language that can ever equate to how much i'm sorry
i don't know what else to do or say...please don't block me...i plan on saying i'm sorry over and over and over. i don't think you'll ever forgive me, but theres no harm in trying is there?
i am not Jesus Christ, but i do need forgivness for my sins. if i could turn back the hands of time for the last few years i would. and i was soooo fucking close to the border, and i was going to hitchhike all the way to where you were...and i didn't...if i was still suicidal, i would kill myself. you are and will alwas be the most influential and beautiful woman i have ever encountered. i hope that hell has a place for me, for that is where i'm going for sure...
please find it withing yourself to forgive me. if i have to go to my grave begging for forgiveness, i will.
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