What exactly is the beating of a heart,
but a source of life in itself?
Why do we allow ourselves passage through both the world of seudos and our lives,
decimated by the filth of others?
why is it that i myself seem to drift aloft,
into the emptiness that caresses this world?
yet i struggle, struggle so hard...
oh so hard to not let you go into this emptiness?
why do i hold on and hid myself in a shroud of shadows?
You know they say lonliness is a territory that cant be conquered alone,
another must take you there and leave you,
leave you in charge of that land,
the land that God forgot.
in the midst of your lonliness
hatred and blame build up,
directed towards the scum that once held you hands,
your soft, sweet hands,
but it will never reach IT in time,
no it wont,
little bits and pieces of this hate and blame
change,
becomes something different.
In some cases its fear,
in others tears and selfpity,
but all in all the hate in your eyes
will become more fierce,
and control of the mind to be lost...
losing yourself, becoming obsessed with it...
this...
this is why
why i try so hard
give it my all to make you happy
so one day
i may see
those once gentle eyes
full of love and compassion
be returned to you,
directed and searching for me...
i want to take your pain,
your hate,
your anger
from your eyes,
from your heart,
and make you pure
like you once were
to make you truely happy,
truely mine.
What exactly is the beating of a heart?
Its a soul crying,
my soul,
crying for you, sharing your pain
and hoping to one day fit together two halves of a separate whole.
why do we allow ourselves passage through the world of seudos adn our lives?
so we may find the broken,
the shattered of this world
and change reality,
make them happy once more.
why is it that i myself seem to drift aloft, into the emptiness that is this world?
it is because i , like you, am still broken,
ive been deceived from the start,
manipulated, cheated on, and abused,
i just want a better life,
a better world.
so ive turned and found
what was always so near
yet so far away
finally within my grasp,
and i will hold on,
and never let go,
ill lay my life on the line for just one second
to spend at your side,
well fix each other,
you and i.
why do i hod on and hide myself in a shroud of shadows?
ask yourself why yoiu do and youll answer the question for me as well
So i guess the real question is:
how have i found myself sided by an angel
fallen from grace
beautiful
and kind
a living embodiment of all that is wonderful?
you say youre broken
and honestly want to know why i try,
the easiest way to explain this is
that i have seriously fallen in love with you
and that which is worked for
is earnt...
and i want to earn every bit of your love.
Comments
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It was very long, but it's okay because it was a great read throughout. This person is so lucky to have you in their lives. The broken do fix the broken, you're right - it's often the case. I loved your poem, please keep writing as you have a talent.
C x -
Wierd, with my computer, I see all these strange squares imbedded in your text. Huh. I had someone else check the poem, and she said she didn't seem them. Stupid computers. lol
Anyway, I have to remove this for not following the words. You've used almost every single word on my no-no list, which, if you had read the contest guidelines, you'd know would earn a removal. Thanks for entering, but not what I'm looking for at this time. -
love it!! this person is lucky to have you in their life no matter where you fall into place. i too know what its like to be broken, for i still am. i hope everything works out for you!
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