I close my eyes
And my cheeks are wet,
Down my face
Run tears of regret.
What have I become?
Who am I now?
I don't really care,
I just want out.
Out of this lie
That I'm living in.
Out of the pain
And out of the sin.
I take the first step ,
But I feel so ashamed.
I will pay for a choice
That I never made.
No matter how charming
Or handsome they are,
No man will ever
Own my heart.
Its already started,
Am I ready for this?
Now there's no going back,
Its too late to quit.
Some people will hate me,
Some will push me away,
But I hope that a few
Will still treat me the same.
I've opened this door,
But I still have my doubts.
Please don't stop loving me
Now that I'm out.
This isn't my fault.
Why would I choose,
To be someone who is
Ridiculed and abused?
I tried to change it
Please understand,
But its one of those things
Thats not in my hands.
For the past 7 years
I've dealt with this on my own,
Now the last thing I need
Is to be all alone.
I'm still the same girl I was
Moments before,
I'm just not lying
To you anymore.
I've told you the truth,
What more can I say,
But keep this in mind
If you walk away,
If by chance it were you
In these shoes,
You know in your heart
I'd stand by you.
Having said this,
Its with a plea I will end,
Please find it in your heart
To keep being my friend.
Tell me what you think
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Real friends will treat you the same way. Don't feel like you ever have to beg someone to stay with you, they are just not worth it. Nice piece and great rhyming!!
Sydney

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lol!!!! what the hell
(but duh)
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Woot!!
Wonderful wright =]
Great rhyming, and words.
On-core =], fabulous poem,
Hope it all works out if its based
On real life experiances. Good job

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Wonderful! I can understand the thoughts that must be going through your head when you wrote this. I'm sure the ones who love you will be happy you sheared the "real" you with them. That your not hiding from anyone anymore. And doesn't it feel good to get
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Yes, it does feel good. Really good actually. And kind of a relief! Thanks for the comment, I'm gla you liked it
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