What Have I Done

Why do I put up with this
Who have I become
Where will I go
When will I run

You hide behind a mask of dislike
You hate me for who I am
Why do you hide
I guess I will never understand

Why do you think you own me
When I'm not related to you
What gives you the right
To beat me down for your ego

I'm not good enough for him
You think and say
What if I'm a liability
What if I don't live to see my next birthday

What happens when his heart is broken
And he tries to take his own life
Who will you blame
I have one guess and it's me

I've tried to fit in
Be part of this family
But I guess that'll never happen
I'm not worth your time

All you want is money
To feed your inborn greed
All you want is me to die
So he will be miserable again

I feel like I'm worthless
So you've got your wish
Why can't you leave us alone
And be happy than you've won

Respect me for who I am
For what I'm trying to accomplish
Don't talk trash behind my back
Don't make me question myself