Left for a bit,
to start a new life,
I'm just not ready yet,
to say hello,
to my last goodbyes,
Lost contact with best friend,
Now I'm not so sure,
of coming back.
Wanted to start over,
and have a life,
where I could smile,
and not be afraid,
married with children,
is where I want to be,
free,
without authority.
I want to be happy,
and not really sad,
I don't want drama,
to follow me around.
I can't trust anyone,
for so long I've learned,
if there's something in it for them,
then they shrug loyality off their shoulders,
To leave you in the cold,
Alone,
for a moment of victory,
of two seconds or more.
