Its Not My Loss but Yours

You told me to do it.
I wouldnt.
You told me again.
Still I wouldnt.

Finally you got upset
And you said you werent giong to waste anymore time on me.
I said fine and you hung up.
Only later did i realize what happened.

You told me to do it.
I wouldnt.
You tlod me again.
Still I wouldnt.

I tryed talking to you.
You were hesitant but picked up.
I was glad for a second chance.
I was almost in tears for fear that I may have lost you forever.

You told me to do it.
I wouldnt.
You told me again.
I did.

You still get upset with me.
I didnt understand your reasoning.
I dont and u get mad.
I do and still you get mad.
I felt hopeless.
I couldnt please you.

You told me to do it right,
I was suposed to call you.
I planned to. but then realized that a true friend wouldnt make me do what I didnt Want to do.
So I told you off.

You said it was my loss,
Buddy, I have news for you;
Its not my loss but yours.

I stood up for myself.
I stood up for my rights as a woman, a person, a human being.
You didnt like this Idea of mine and you threw me away.
Dicarded me like a ballon with a hole in in it.

Forget me if you wish
But you just lost me
And you have some feelings to heal.
And you need to learn that women are not toys just like you.
Treat us right.

You keep trying to treat us like that
And it will be your biggest loss.
you will lose friendships,
Family,
Relationships,
And self esteem and respect.

You told me to do it.
I wouldnt.
You told me again.
And today I stood up for myself!