Gold.

Sometimes it feels as if no on cares,
the cold grey atmoshpere filters out the sun .
Like an infant crying, i couldnt tell you what i wanted,
because i didnt know how too.

It used to feel as no one cared,
from the days filled with empitness,
to the days i self harmed.

from the days when i was down,
to the moment the sun rises.
I have never forgot what pain i went through,
but slowly as time went by the sun appeared from behind the cloud.

Now i now that someone does care.
Now i know that i am worth it.
I know that some people understand me
they dont judge me,

they just want to help me.

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it only this year that i have relised for myself that i am worth it, that i am just as precious as anyother person, that i can do it, i just want a magic spell to take away all the horrible things in the past and let move on. i;m working on it. and i am realising that people only want to help me, not because im ill or dumb, but because im worth it.