i never wanted you to see
the bruised and broken side of me.
never wanted to show you what it was
that he kept doing to me.
love, don't ask me about the bruises,
i don't want to have to lie,
this is something that he chooses
i don't get a decision this time.
he's always done this,
before you and i knew what was meant to be,
this is the way he treated me.
i've still got bruises and scars for the world to see.
i'm sorry that this is how it has to be,
that i'm so damaged,
bruised and weak.
but maybe i can heal my heart,
then again, maybe i'll just fall apart.
never meant to bring you down with me,
but i was broken from the start,
i just wish you hadn't seen the broken side of my heart.
Author notes
i've been hurt so many times before,
it's nothing new, when i look at you,
eyes full of tears, you're smiling ear to ear,
it's not like you really care,
but one day you're going to wake up and i won't be there.
who then, will you abuse,
i feel so sorry for the next victim you choose.
past abuse can just ruin a relationship in the future. i know it has for me. i'm so sorry i have to show you the broken side of me.
i want the truth from you even if it kills me.
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Oh WOW!
I so can relate to this poem.
It was almost as if i was reading something I would write myself.
Honest and true to you. Thats how writing should be.
Thank you for sharing.
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this is something that he choses
i don't get a decision this time.
Choses--- Chooses***
other wise this was a beautiful poem full of sorrow and pain. I'm saddened because I feel like all hope has been lost...
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