Life vs. Death

Each and everyday we go through happy moments & fucked up moments,
sometimes we think tht its luck when we wake up the next morning and are still here.......
but I think its just the simple fact tht our card has not been drawn,
Death is a fucked up way of making space in the world......
they say each day someone dies, yet we should be happy for the one tht is born?
How can we forget the old and remember the new,
without death there is no life.....
But without life........there is nothing
although we understand tht noone lives forever,
it never makes the pain weaker, or the memories fade, or even the sorrow disappear.....
when one is taken its not just them tht is affected,
it is all tht they have touched.......
Everyday we have the chance to die,
but does tht change the way we live?
NO, there are ppl who still do stupid shit, and there are ppl playing "God" [whom ever he may be to you]
what ab them do they get punished?
NO they get a slap on the wrist and go to jail, where they get a place to sleep and free food......
but the person whos life they took will never wake up again, not to see their kids, or parents, or to experience the treasures of love.......
they get so sleep for eternity,
Now ppl may say, "O it happens to everyone, we all have this pain, it goes away"
but it NEVER does, it just gets suppressed to the back of your mind to build up and build up
until you just cant take it anymore and crack..............
what happens to the ppl tht loose some one?
O they get to never see tht person again, and are expected to live their lifes as if nothing happened,
how can we be expected to worship the one who took away our happiness, took away our future memories, took away the parents of an orphan, took away the kids of a happy couple, took away the grandparents of a confused teen, or even took away a lover of a lonley widow,?
how can we be expected to live life happy everyday....when we never kno if it is our last......

QUESTIONS LEFT UNANSWERED.............................I WANT MY FUCKIN ANSWERS

Every tear we shed,
is just forgotten pain
If you take away my happiness,
what is left for me to care about