I know what will be best

You don't have to tell me
I know what you all think
You look at me
as though i'm some sort of alien creature
the idea of what i've done...
and haven't done
what i am and am not willing to do
to you it makes no sense at all
but there is reason behind my actions

Alcohol is fun you say
but i know that's not the way
You don't realize you see
what alcohol has done to me

Marijuana's no big deal
But I don't need that shit to feel
Killin braincells ain't my thing 
I am lost without my intellect

Smoking is the way to go
if you ask me i'll say hell no
I have enough lung problems
when they aren't filled with smoke thank you

you look confused when you ask why
i'm open bout the things i've done
and you don't get my kind of fun
birth control was my best friend

but now i'm gonna let you in
on the secret reasons why
As i tell i'm try not cry
I loved him and i always will

It wasn't for any type of pleasure
just for our time together
I've been ashamed since i said goodbye

but that's the real reason why.
you still don't get yes i know
but i have to say it's completely true
If i could take it back i wouldn't want to

So take away the alcohol and drugs
cigarettes and sex
I just plain don't need it
I know what will be best.