Different

Sometimes it's this empty feeling
That feeling you have when your lost
Deep inside this black hole
Misery fills you up more than before
Before you stood on that roof edge
Twenty stories high arms outstretched ready
Pissed off at the world
You're ready to leave, without goodbyes

But something pulls you back
Like before your anger reigns in
You don't want to leave, not this way
The legacy isn't important
Your different...your life...your ways
Your not a wannabe you're the real thing
They think the paleness is nothing but fake

Your hearts not into it anymore
Life isn't the same without him
Life was the happily ever after...happy
Until he changed you into what you are
A demon, a monster the stories say
You're undeniable, undisposable, yet incomplete
You yearn for something:
A heart.