I like your smile
Your company
Your thoughts
Your laugh
You
I don’t want
This to end
But it might
I want to
Fully enjoy this
While I can
But if I do, then
I will have
Failed myself
I’m so scared because
I don’t know
How long I have
What opportunities
I might be missing
I’m scared because
All of this feels
Too good to be true
Author notes
Hmm... more about Taylor, hahaha. I made a promise to myself, a month before I even met him, that I was swearing off guys and relationships for 4 months. I promised myself I would do this, because I NEED to do this to set myself right, give myself some perspective, you know?
Now this guy comes along and he is different from everyone else in super-obvious and I'm-not-just-glorifying-it-like-before kinds of ways. So, of course I need to keep my promise, because I dont break promises... especially to myself. And its also for my best interest.
So in the very back of my mind is this logic sense asking me if Im missing opportunities here, if Im going to lose this, or him, by having to wait until March. But now I pretty much KNOW...
I wont
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