2009, happy new year?
I just still don't want to be here
so here I am in my room
surrender myself to the gloom
just to finish it all
I start to fall
my eyelids are heavier
and there's no one here
I feel lost
I feel forgotten
I never asked for this life
so let's end it now
my hands shiver
I see my friends
I let them down again
I just can't keep up the pretence
