Love Me

pushing and pulling,
living and dying
this life I was given
prepared I am not
horror and terror
a movie that's made
my blood that will spill
the razor will shake
hiding and praying
hating and pain
too much I will take
no happiness I gain
I'll make another cut
the knife deeper in my arm
I'll let this world feel
I'll let my wounds heal
crimson red spilled
onto the floor
another new slice,
a knock on the door
pressing on further,
my agony is numb
my emotion all leaves
there's nothing I hold
my thoughts are all fading
the blade is not there
I let it bleed more,
the world doesn't care
no one will see,
no one will know
I'll stay in my room,
the pain will all go
the knife found my hand
temptation it gave
I want you to love me
help me fix what I can't
undo the addiction,
right what is wrong
be my protector,
give me peace from this song