“So----have a seat and talk to me. What, what is it you wanted to tell me?”
“I’m not so sure I should. I think we both would be better off if I never said anything.”
“But, you told me yesterday that you had something important to tell me and I can’t imagine what it is. It drove me crazy all night wondering.”
“I’m sorry----- I didn’t mean to do that. It’s just that---well---“
“Why did you change your mind? Look, we are close friends. I hope you know you can tell me anything and I will understand. We are friends.”
“No---Let’s just forget it. I should have never said anything. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”
“I feel so bad. Something is bothering you and I want to know what it is so I can help.
Does it have anything to do with me?”
“Yes--- but you are better off not knowing. Let’s drop this conversation. Okay?”
“I think I already know but you need to tell me. I promise it will not affect our friendship at all. Nothing you could tell me would-------“
“Okay! Okay! It’s exactly what you are thinking.”
“What? What are you saying?”
“Look, I‘m in love with you. I have always been in love with you. I loved you from the moment when I first saw you walk into that restaurant 30 years ago. I have always loved you.”
“Oh my God! I----don’t know what to say. Why? Why are you telling me this now? Is there something you’re not telling me? Are you okay? “
“I’m okay right now but you know how ill I have been. I just---I needed you to know. I needed you to know before I--- die that I uh ---love you. I love you. I can’t stop thinking about you. I see your face in my mind whenever I close my eyes. You are in my dreams every night, throughout the year----year after year.
“I--uh--I didn't know. Look,I’m very flattered but --- I’m very sorry. I don’t love you like that. I love you like a brother-- as a friend,-- but not like th----- “
“I know. I know. Of course you don’t. I know. I have always known I guess. That’s why I never told you. Oh God I’m so sorry. I knew I shouldn’t have told you.”
“Look,uh--I think it would be best for both of us if we stayed away from each other.”
“Yes, of course. You are right. I’m sorry. I didn’t want this to happen. I just uh---well--- good-bye!”
“Good- bye”
Comments
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Very sad, to finally be able to open yourself up to someone so many years later only to have it shut down immediately upon you. That is a pain that most know all too well. Well written, I enjoyed it.

