I’m shaking, and I’m scared.
I dont know myself.
I dont know who I am anymore.
Im locked in this trunk of anger.
The only key to open it, is with me.
Im clutching it to my chest.
Tears roll down my cheeks,
and I clench my teeth until the break,
and fall out of my mouth.
I bite my lip until its bleeds,
and I take a chunk out.
I grab my leg and dig my nails,
into my flesh and squeeze,
until my fingers go under my skin.
My eyes roll back into my head,
and I scream,
until I run out of breath,
and I scream,
until my lungs collapse.
My razor appears in my hands,
and I cut, and I cut,
I slash it into my skin.
I cut my flesh, and my muscles open and off.
Each of my toes,
I cut then rip off.
I slit my throat,
until you cant hear my scream,
all you can hear is the crackling sound,
of my vocal box being broken,
the sharp piece of the blade find my vein,
the blood rushing through it in lust,
for the blade.
They meet and make love to each other,
The vein is broken and the red liquid hatred,
bubbles, and spills frantically rushing down my legs,
speeding droplets racing to get to the end of my leg,
before I am dead.
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A diseased mind indeed ... the fear of not knowing your true self could drive the best of us crazy and indeed, you went crazy with this piece ...
The descriptions were to the point and the images were spectacularly morbid ... well done.
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hmmm ive felt like doin this b4...when your outta ideas to hurts yourself so you just feel like trashing urself with anything you can. good job
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Exactly!
I dont think anyone else got this!
But you did! :]]
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only cuz i can 100% relate...im glad tht makes u happy
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I have been there many times.
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awwww
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Hmm..
I'm not sure what to say,
It was interesting..this was a trunk full of a diseased mind...I like how you put everything in detail...and at the end "Before I am dead"
Thank-You for entering..
I hope you haven't been cutting.
Take care.
best of luck.
x
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Thank you!
But yes, I have before.
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eeww, 'I grab my leg and dig my nails,
into my flesh and squeeze,'
that had my fingers spazming >.<
The images i got were like from a horror film!
i think im gonna go read up on butterflies and ponies now
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Well, you shouldnt be talking to me then.
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Why? You don't talk like this...
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haha, cool. Awesome. bloody.
and bloody is da bestest!
Good write, keep it up my friend.
In Christ,
Nymph
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Ha, Thank You Love <33
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this is among one of the most morbid poems I have ever read....
I feel like taking a shower now... good job though!
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Dude.
I told you!
Im fucked...I have no idea where the hell this shit comes from.
It just...pours out of my mind.
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