Its time for you to cheer
2009 is here
You’ll pick up a beer
Have fun, celebrate, saying happy New Year.
Good for you
For me it won’t be new
This is what it’s gonna be
Right before my eyes I see.
New heartbreak
New temporary friends but fake
New troubles, new pain
Tears will fall like the rain
All this shit will fill-up my brain
All efforts will go in vain.
I’ll keep on falling day by day
Nothing’s gonna be okay
This pain will forever stay.
I’m sick of this life I live
I don’t get in return in what I give
Lord, I’m not so important so don’t look out for the lost sheep
The situation I’m in makes me wanna leave.
How I feel who knows ?
I’m not getting any better but worse
Don’t fall in love with me I can’t be your perfect guy
nor you can wipe my tears dry.
The brokenness in my life they cannot mend
Look ! My life’s came to an end.
Forgive me for the words I said my dear God
In this world I know I’m odd
Sometimes I blame you for this pain, but I really don’t mean
It makes me cry looking back what I’ve been.
All those thoughts all the imagination
The time has come to put them into action
The damage is done now I can’t spread my wings and fly
The last word I have to say for now is “Goodbye”.
Author notes
The time is 2:54 AM, and I’m listening to “inside you (part 1 & 2) – DJ Mangoo”
Every time I listen to this track it makes me cry, I still haven’t found part 3 & guess I never will, I’ve been listening to these 6 tracks again and again.
> Currently on my play list
• DJ Mangoo – Climb
• DJ Mangoo - Memory (Sad Memory)
• DJ Mangoo - Goodbye! ( Eurodance Mix )
• DJ Mystic - Unchained Melody (Techno)
• DJ Mystic - Time To Say Goodbye (Rave - Trance - Jungle)
You have seen since last few days I cleared my profile ‘cause I thought of quitting, I hope it wont make any difference if I left that on my page or not.
Yea lately I’ve been talking to moderators about closing my account.
That’s not because I ran out of poems, there were a lot of poems yet to be posted but the seasons changed, black clouds filled up the sky and lightening stroke.
I’ve learnt a lot of lessons, and I’ve been through a lot of things
I’m not an angel, I’m not a hero. So forget about me and follow your dreams and move on with your task you have a future so don’t let anyone ruin it.
Guess this will be my last time, its time to say goodbye…
Bye bye 
How will I come to know if read this thing or not if you don’t leave your comment ?
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heartbreaking,,,, soryy to read your feelings here,,,
well written from a poetry aspect,,,, hang in there and good luck with everything,,, -
I am sorry you feel so down. I fight the feeling every day of my life. I know what it is like to feel broken. I am damaged too, by every definition of the word. I try not to let that defeat me. I will not be what others define me as. I am not limited to that.
I wish you a better new year than the last one.
Take care my friend. Hope to see you again soon.
Karen -
Very nicely written. Very sad too. I'm sure you'll disagree, but i gotta say.
Sure, a new year can bring lots of things. Both positive and negative. Not everyone's life is brilliant. As long as you're still alive, there's still hope for everything. For me, the worse thing is not losing everything you have. Its losing hope and faith. Hope that everything will turn out well or that the worse will turn for the better. Forgive me if anything i said offended you.
I'm not applauding this poem. Don't get me wrong, it has a great rhyme and everything, but i don't like the message behind it. Since i guess you won't be reading this...
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your words are exactly what i feel thank you
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ur poetry is awesome man i think u should leave ur profile and just take some time off but dont say goodbye
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This is a good poem. Please don't leave, I know we all have pain and stuff. A lot of hurt and wanna escape the pain, but its your life. Even if I dont know you, Ill miss you.
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God is in love with you. Always and forever. We have so many hurts, and taken away pleasures. Don't give up, its not your time. God says "wait, your life is mine". Don't give up my dear new friend, it isn't time for end.
♥ Kathraina
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I love it!
especially the "Lord, I’m not so important so don’t look out for the lost sheep"
part.
We'll miss you! & your poetry.
please stay safe.
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