From my pain

He is so near
Yet so far away
The hurt is always here
It's a pain that never goes astray
Never seeing him or hearing his voice again is what I fear
All my remembrance of him is what I can count on everyday
It all makes me feel absolutely crazy, but yet I still hold it all so very dear
Nothing could ever quite make my love for him fray
When I look in the mirror a broken shattered woman is all that appears
I know longer have any idea what to say
About what I've been going through for so long
My mind just keeps re-playing that same old sad and lonely song
I don't know how to let him go
He is buried so down deep into my soul
It's a never ending hopelessness
It's a window that never closes
If only he could see me he would get all this is not in vain
I loved him completely then, I love him now still the same
My love at times for him does sometimes fall like rain
Then I find myself screaming out his name
I don't need fortune, I don't want fame
Just his loving comforting arms to shelter me from my pain